Turning Tears and Pain into love and affection is how Etel Feldman put it and she is right. I didn't even think of phrasing it that way before she said it. I needed to find a way to pour my feelings into a cause that would not only honor my dad but keep me going and every little step I take toward fulfilling what I started brings me joy. I miss my dad so much and I just couldn't see letting it all end when he left us. He is gone in the physical sense but it wasn't the end of his life just the end of his existence on earth. Yes, I still wish I could see and talk to him, hug him, kiss him and tell him I love him. I may no longer be able to do these things but I can let my love for him shine through what I do in his memory. My love for him continues through this ministry. He loved us to the end and vice versa. This is a ministry of caring motivated by love. So with the love that he showed me I will show to another. I have always had the capability to love others because God is love and God is in me. He teaches us how to love one another and because he is in us it can come forth if we allow it to. With that same love God has instilled in me I am taking it a step further with this ministry in honor of my dad. I love you Dad. XOXOXOXO
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